I’m so tired, but that’s probably due to the fact that it’s 2:22 in the morning as I wrote this.
So… First girfriend ever, Now has a kid. I wish them well, all the best and whatnot. Just thinking about that makes me notice that times are finally changing, life is progressing at a more accelerated pace. We’ve grown up and gotten jobs, gotten engaged, lost jobs, broken up, come out to the parents, and a various multitude of other things.
I see friends whom I used to be really close to on facebook, I see them live their life and I get the urge to write “I hardly know you anymore” on their wall. This is not through anyone’s particular fault, Time progresses and friendships are usually the first victims.
Take my friend Vicki, We used to be really close, Quite good friends, there was even an air of romance at one point.
But now she’s as far out of my thoughts as one could be, Just another friend among the 305 that I have on there. We used to be special, but she moved and went on with her life. Time strikes again, ever present, ever moving.
I get the urge to delete her, but I keep her added, mostly as a war of “Friendship Attrition” I’ll fight to see how long I can last, until I feel the urge to remove her completely.
The thought of removing a friend from contact like that should be scary, but in this fast moving day and age, it really isn’t.
Dee, The love of my life is one of the good things that happened due to time, I eventually met her and life is absolutely wonderful due to this, I love you Diana.
